My "heart-of-hearts-intention" is to touch as many lives as possible in a BE-YOU-ti-FULL way!
I desire to re-create ME/US to BE the next grandest version of the greatest vision I ever held about Who I AM....

Spirit Tree where Michael Jackson soon will be FREE

Michael Jackson, death/life, each soul now ponders...

Having lived so long with fear of death and having finally found a peace {through Conversations with God} and now moved from "an abomination to God" to become "one with God"...I/WE "ARE THE WORLD" are feeling that oneness with Michael Jackson's music. For days, all my heart/soul kept repeating was that he needed his {not final because life reincarnates}..but he needed his resting place from this life to be under that amazing tree where he so vulnerably opened up to Bashir as his "sacred place" where he meditates, creates music, and loves to sit for hours; Martin Bashir mocked him and it felt that Michael just looked straight ahead, feeling exposed after sharing a vulnerability, and in a sense, left his body for a moment. Since that documentary so long ago, I have held that moment sacred and felt in my heart of hearts that Michael should be either buried or cremated and become one with his sacred tree of life; of peace; of safety.

As I quickly tried to twitter Larry King and Anderson Cooper and couldn't figure out how to do it, the Larry King show was held in Neverland and the moment came...Jermaine brought him to Michael's tree!!! Larry also reacted a little disrespectfully but oh...that tree that has stood hundreds of years and held Michael's soul. I truly feel his private family will bring him "home" with a re-cleansing quickly done and nobody has to worry about the peace and calm surrounding his home...it was palpable through the t.v. and I began to weep.

On a personal note, as someone who has struggled a lifetime through religions, even to the point of being kidnapped by family members thinking I was in a cult and being "deprogrammed" by an ex-Moonie with a bad chip on his shoulders...I must have had angels around me because I've made it and only in this moment do I understand the need to share all this.... I have MY OWN sacred tree!! I even brought my friend, Liav, to "my" tree to touch and feel the power of forever and then silently, within my heart-space, I heard this would be her last walk outside...and it was! Phew! I didn't know I was heading this way until my fingers started receiving the message.

My wish/belief for each of us who undoubtedly are thinking of our own destiny/mortality is that we each find our individual sacred tree - in whatever form - that we have a safe place to cocoon within where we can feel the love that is not possible to receive from the world outside but from within each of us and our connection to the Divine.

I send this in honour of my siblings whom I have no contact because of "life"and yet, I love them and miss them... and to my mother who just passed on. I was given about 4-days "notice" that her time left was not long and within those hours, had to understand what to do. For two nights, I was up all night, insanely reading, trying to find how to forgive and release us both. Amazingly, angels brought us together on the telephone and my last words to a mother I never truly tangibly had were, "Have a beautiful and peaceful sleep and feel safe no matter what..I love you mom"...she passed away about 7-hours later -- in her sleep.

My fav MJ video is Black/White, especially his dancing style with First Nations and amazingly, the last brief, brief moment of his life shows him dancing the First Nation's moves -- if only for a moment -- which brought me full circle.

I hope he had/felt angels or someone to say, "Have a beautiful and peaceful sleep and feel safe no matter what...we love you Michael"....

Women not only stepped up, but individually said, "I Ran" for freedom..

Life has brought me to live, work, visit, and travel through much of the Middle East. It was Arabia’s oppression of women and stark desolation within the deserts –gone even as far as to call a colossal section “the Empty Quarter.” What an unusual world to mirror my own oppression and desolation. It was She who gave me courage to face the desert storms and begin healing – emotionally and more important, spiritually. I came out from behind my own veil, which I share and intimate understanding of the brave, empowered women finally saying, “Enough! I AM one with lightness and peace and hope and love.

We are still breaking away from old beliefs. NEDA, a precious soul, quietly observing the strength of her sisters. As I saw the light of youth and life leave her beautiful eyes, I knew she was, in that instant, being picked up and held by the wings of angels.

It is said that this millennium will see women empowered over the brutality that men have brought to them. It is women who will now bring peace.

What a magical gift-from NEDA and Iran’s women…to Somalia and Sudan…to Saudi…to my soul—women of the world will follow the lead of those who have begin the journey with strength!

The beginning of civilization—Iran—has brought us full circle; Her women lead us to peace. A global spiritual consciousness is ALL we have for them. Let’s each send love and angel wings to cocoon them as they stand in unity and die in the arms of our souls -- for all of us; this is the most we can do. Thank you NEDA & your brave sisters! Angels will slowly ease the pain within your family and friends and you shall forever be known as the innocent young woman who reminded us to shout silently so as to be heard throughout our universe...

Passion, anyone? - "Choose a Job you love and you will never have to work day in your life"

If you answer yes or no to any of the questions, have I got some help for YOU!!!!

You can find those questions at:
http://www.samadhiwhitehouse.com/pt/ask_yourself.php

"Choose a Job you love and you will never have to work day in your life"

Confucius

www.samadhiwhitehouse.com
and click on THE PASSION TEST book and let's begin a new journey together!!

Passion, anyone? Forgiveness, anyone? LOVE?

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I am finally diving in to become a full-time facilitator, using both my own book, Circles in the Sand

as well as being a Certified Facilitator of the New York Times Bestseller -- The Passion Test – The Effortless Path to Discovering Your Destiny

-- written by Chris and Janet Bray Attwood. I decided I have been standing on the edge of the diving board far too long and it is time to dive in and make a colossal

S P L A S H !!

IF you would truly love to discover your passions that may have been buried in your subconscious, with a sense that "those" kind of dreams don't come true….come and give those dreams a second chance! You have nothing to lose and everything to gain!!

IF you would truly love to free yourself from anger and IF you know that forgiveness is something that is knocking at your heart…come and give those feelings a second look! You have nothing to lose and everything to gain!!

Check out my web site – look at both my book and Janet & Chris's book, take a moment to feel if anything resonates with you or even a group of girls/women needing a new start with a New Year approaching.

Doing something for YOU at the beginning of another year is always such a monumental choice…

only with these two options, your choice will not disappear by February!! Your choice, my soon-to-be-friend, will last a life-time and then some, depending on what your beliefs are!

So, come on, check it out and I trust that if any of this rings true for YOU, we shall have Step One in re-creating YOU!!

http://www.samadhiwhitehouse.com

{will give you links for both!}

Death, Forgiveness, Mother, Neale Donald Walsch, Heart, Love

After reading Neale's message from his site, I had to write to him and anyone who was drawn to read my blog -- it feels very cathartic.

To my precious Neale et al everyONE. This is the first message I've read this new morning after going to bed hearing that my mother is dying, probably quite soon. I had initally heard two weeks ago and have been thinking, "How can I get ahold of Neale...how can I ask him for ten-minutes of his time?"
And, as I needed his love and ONEness when he came to Victoria, BC for 5-days, so he came again this morning.
You see "et al," I have been "out" of my family for years. In fact, it is Neale's being a vessel of God's love that was the first time ever I came out of fear of life, of death, of being an abomination to God, of hell, of disownment, and on and on.

I'm not promoting but "my story" that I need to lay down is written in my book, Circles in the Sand. Please see www.samadhiwhitehouse.writerswebpages.com if you feel I could help or connect with you or vise-a-versa.

I've realized that I have seen my parents literally a handfull of times in 20-years. I was told by my inner voice to go to their apartment to forgive them and I did--meaning I had no script, no preparation, so no-ONE was ONE-up on the other. That was ten-years ago. My father died two-months later. My mother blamed me for his "love," and here we are... I have to forgive my mother.

The last contact with my mother was when she sent a letter with pictures of two young women; one a bride and the other a bridesmaid... as I read the letter, life went into slow motion. One of those girls was my birthdaughter whom I was forced to surrender. My mother found her without my permission or knowing; in fact, some of my siblings helped her. My mother did not tell me which one was she; and actually met her. Upon meeting her, my birthdaughter asked about me; asked why there were no pictures; and my mother simply replied before moving on, "We don't approve of her lifestyle." And hence, I have turned and left my family, after a lifetime of sorrow--that was too much. In fact, I had already had one heart surgery and here I was after a few years of this news, needing to have a second heart surgery... all before the age of 50!
So, you can see why I have been consuming books like Happier Than God and others...desperately trying to understand how to forgive; how to write, knowing that I cannot talk to my mother.
I too, even though I'm Canadian, felt Tim's family's loss but my sadness came from a father who beamed and radiated love and when I saw him on Larry King, he beamed and radiated love towards his father, his son, and his life. His essence was love.
So, to my friend "in the space of the room in Victoria" and forever, I thank you Neale for reminding me and giving me a little push towards writing that letter that I must also live my day in the NOW and get past the hurts of the human experience and step into the love of the spiritual experience. I am a co-creator of life and so, I believe somehow that your words will further penetrate my heart and soul and give me a free-falling of love as I just begin..just stop thinking and create movement with pen and paper and FOR-god's sake-GIVE my mother, my family, and my own journey.
I know what it feels like to be aware of the ticking of ONE's heartbeat but together, we can calm our hearts, be still, and love NOW in the safety of love. YOU have taught me that when my heart gets the better of me {palpitations, fear...} -- it is through you that I have learned to speak quietly to my own self and say, "I AM safe no matter what happens in this moment...I AM safe and not alone." Thank you Neale. Thank you and may your heart beat to the rhythym of love and life for as long as your journey has chosen to be here, teaching, training, guiding US. I love you Mr. Walsch!

May you be WELL/ FREE from suffering / HAPPY {Buddha}
YOU must be the change you wish to see in the world {Ghandi}
Samadhi, author/workshops & Facilitator, The Passion Test
www.samadhiwhitehouse.writerswebpages.com / http://circlesinthesandbysamadhiwhitehouse.blogspot.com/